Soyeah. If anyway cares. I went here.

So yeah. I got back from England on the fourth. Lawl. I had so many missed calls. People acted like I never told them when I swore I bragged to everyone about it. o_o I kind of miss it. Went to stay with my bf's parents, which was sort of fun I suppose. Just kind of awkward because you're used to having so much more freedom. The cold there was so much nicer than it is down here, though. It was a nice visit, and his family was really sweet. Didn't buy very much, though; but I got tons of pictures. I want more of us. ><

Been working my butt off since then, though. Not much time for anything. Been trying to convince myself to draw, though. All I do is sketch nowadays. I never finish anything. It'll get going as a good sketch, sometimes it'll be inked. But I either lack courage or motivation to finish it. Maybe art's just gone down the drain for me. I just can't seem to sit and work on something for long periods of time anymore. My train of thought just starts bouncing everywhere and I really can't sit and concentrate. My house is pretty distracting too, I suppose.

My new years resolution is college. May or may not happen, but what I -want- to look into is cosmetology. I just hope I can juggle school, work, and a relationship. Sometimes I feel like my boyfriend has trouble doing it, and I'm scared to see how it'll be when I start. >< He wants me to move in with him, and that'll be another big step in my life, as well. He gave me a lot of options to consider, and I have a bad way of handling things. I more stress over them than expect them to come and happen and.. something. All this is so new to me, and I only hope it comes as easy and not as a task that I can't handle. I'm sure I could do it if I really put my mind to it, just mustering up the courage to start my own life and putting myself out there is the harder part.

Mmf..I'm tired and I miss my boyfriend. Sometimes living with him doesn't seem so bad, when other days it seems like it may be. This movie is distracting me, so I think I'll hush now.

I WANT TO DRAW SOMETHING BUT I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING.
SO, I decided to filter through friends on DA to try for some fanart, then I realize I really don't have any. o0 They all moved accounts, we stopped talking, or they don't draw.

I have plenty I could finish but I'd really like to draw something else..for some reason. Humhumhum..

I look over my journal entires and I realize I don't type a lot. O.o

So yeah. I went to Savannah this weekend to check the place out and to see the college I wanted to go to, SCAD. Weird thing is, I hung out with a couple of my brothers friends and such..SO weird having him not there. :/ It felt like he could pop up any moment and be like, YO! LES PLAY SOME CARDS!

I've never played so many card games in my life.. -blink- Felicia was cool, though. She's the preggy wife of a couple who's house we stayed at. o.O I never really got to know her. I was informed, after I got home of course, that she doesn't take to people very well, but we seemed to get along. I liked her a lot, I must say.

Butyes. I did get to see the college.. not exactly what I expected it to be, but I wasted the rest of the film on my camera on it. Down town Savannah is kinda scary. I hear the college is really good, though; and that a lot of people make it and progress after attending there. Now if I could move and stay in GA for a year, I COULD GO THERE FOR FREE ZOMG. I dunno, maybe I'll figure it out one day.

On a bad note, I had a headache sunday..which progressed into something ALL OVER.. x_X Feels like the flu. My insides hurt. My outsides hurt. My muscles, my joints. Even my EYE SOCKETS. And I dunno if it was from the car ride back or what, but my neck has been so stiff that I can barely turn it.. x_x And the fucked up thing is, I can't go to the doctor because I have no INSURANCE. YAY. I hate these feelings.. it's like one of those sicknesses where you'd rather shoot yourself in the face to be put out of your misery.

AND, I have to work Friday.. I should find out when, but I hope I feel BETTER by the time that day comes around..

-pouts-

DoDaShampooDance

My new screen name. o.o There's a nice interesting story behind it.

Just imagine a guy [my boyfriend as a matter of fact] with a naturally deep voice suddenly go into like..soprano and start singing, 'I'm doin da shampoo dance! Da shampoo dance! I'm doin da shampoo dance!'

Fucking halarious..n.n I rolled SO HARD.

ADD ME, FUCKERS!